Well, it came to my attention the other day that the cause of all my physical problems, which have gotten worse, could be my depression. Everything matches up.
Three cheers for severe depression. Hip hip hoo-fucking-ray.
So now I have 290483143895924051 doctor's appointments to meet, and I barely have enough energy to sneeze.
Depression has done to me what I have heard it's done to others, but never thought it would happen to me. I find barely any joy in doing what I love, and that includes eating. My stomach is so sour and full feeling, and I have eaten less and less. I've lost a lot of weight unhealthily. My neck and shoulders are sore and causing my eyes to be sensitive to light. I've gone to the chiropractor like 6 times in the last 2 weeks.
I don't think you should expect any art here anytime soon. I've kinda hit hard times, and not only me, but my whole entire family. I'll just keep it as.. Finances are extremely tight. We've had to sacrifice a lot to keep our house and buy food.
So, it's with a tired sigh and an exhausted brain, sore muscles and an unstable stomach that I continue this game called life, with depression and school on the side. I'm just glad I have a few friends who support me, and family that support me as well. It's a gift that I was blessed to have. I'm going to kick this depression business in the ass not just for me, but for my friends and family... Or at least i'm gunna try. I love them so much, it physically hurts. Whoops, that's just my depression.
Sorry for not uploading too much, it's gunna be a long time before I heal. Thanks for understanding. I'll still be around though!